🔗 Share this article Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome It began on a gloomy weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain sprang behind my one eye. Then came quick shocks, like electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable. The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches. This condition typically start with severe pain behind a single eye that persists for several hours. Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods. What unites patients is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free. One patient, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home. Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center. Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads. Historical healing texts suggest bizarre remedies for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures. It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”. The disorder were only formally recognised by global medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery that delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the condition note this. In 1998, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better. Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms. Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased. National guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known people. But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive treatment only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals. The official guidance need revising to reflect a